Creating art inspired by Science, Spirituality, Symbolism and Psychedelics
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For me, first and foremost, Reality Woven is Art as Therapy
I have Non Epileptic Attack Disorder (NEAD) which is a seizure disorder that is often miscategorised as Epilepsy, as such many sufferers spend their life being treated for the wrong condition.
For years my diagnosis was “Presumed Generalised Epilepsy”, and after years of switching medications, I was finally signed off work in 2014 while the real cause of my seizures could be investigated.
Historically I had worked in catering and other similar service jobs but due to the head injuries sustained over time, I found it increasingly more difficult to deal with all the sensory information that comes with working in fast paced high stress environments.
Since being signed off work in 2014 I’ve been living in isolation on ESA, partly in order to limit sensory input, and partly because living on benefits doesn’t afford much of a social life.
In 2018 during one of my re-assessments for ESA, I presented the Idea of Reality Woven to the job centre as an idea for self employment where I could work from home, rather than them trying to find me jobs in catering because that is what I’d done historically but could do no longer.
With Reality Woven, my work acts as an active meditation, one in which I can both keep my own mind calm while also putting some beauty back into the world.
The goal for myself with Reality Woven is to work myself off benefits and create a working environment more condusive with my medical needs, and hopefully make enough money to be able to afford private health care for my seizures as the only thing that helps them is talking therapies, not medication.
Thank you for visiting, and feel free to drop by any time to catch up on my progression as I weave my own reality for myself.
Bless & Blessed Be
the inspirations for my work go all the way back to childhood and early life
I was born in Scotland but have lived in Manchester since infancy with my Mother and Sister after my parents separated.
In my childhood, whenever we were off school, we would spend time in Ireland with my Mothers family or in Scotland with my Fathers family, so the way I look at my childhood is that I was schooled in England but raised between 3 countries, and it’s this early exposure to similar yet different cultures that I credit as the spark of my curiosity.
Being a child in the 80’s there was no shortage of imagination fodder on TV, and living in a single parent household, the TV was often the most reliable babysitter. It was shows like “The Little Vampire” that introduced me to the macabre, “Simon And The Witch” introduced me to witchcraft, “Jayce And The Wheeled Warriors” introduced me to Sci-Fi and botany, “The Visionaries” introduced me to Knights & Wizards, “Ulysses 31” was my first introduction to Greek Mythology and “The Mysterious Cities Of Gold” was my first introduction to Lost Ancient Knowledge.
There were countless others too, but these were the foundation on which a lot of my current thinking still sometimes turns back to and ultimately were the first inspirations behind the work I do today.
Aside from my active imagination, I also loved puzzles, jig-saws and tile puzzles, and anything with an element of skill, like screwball scramble where timing and technique were involved.
My last childhood loves were reading and acting. I blasted through the banana books in primary school and still love reading to this day, although my reading tends to lean more toward research these days. All I wanted to be when I was a kid was an actor and went on to lead a number of plays in primary and high school, as well as becoming a member of The Contact Youth Theatre in my last year of high school till leaving when I was 19, The 4 years at Contact were the happiest of my youth.
When I was 10 we moved from my childhood home into a pub, my Mother and Step Dad were the licensees. It was here that I got my early education of seeing people at their best and at their worst. It’s also where my work ethic comes from, being that Home and Livelihood were one and the same, it’s something that my Mother had known growing up on a farm, and something i now have in my own life, given that I work largely from home.
I was an activist in my college days after joining Lesbian & Gay Youth Manchester and actively took part in protests against Section 28, my proudest moment being part of a company of people who snuck into a conference at Old Trafford Football Club that our workshop had been banned from and conducted the workshop anyway in protest. I also engaged in the campaign to equalise the age of consent for gay youth. Activism is something I have in sights again for my future with plans in line already for my own YouTube channel as well as a non-fiction book I want to write involving themes of homophobia and cycles of abuse.